It's really been a while since I last heard of you. not a single word or a text from you. Maybe I had set my hopes so high that now I am suffering all this misery and pain. Oh please tell me what really is happening, am I still waiting for something or am just making a fool of myself in continuously loving you? I am not expecting anything else from you, I had always wanted only to do one thing. And that thing is to love you wholeheartedly, not asking anything for return. Tell me, am I so wrong to want that simple thing?!
Despite everything, I would like to see your nice smile and tell myself, "He may not be what I always wanted and wished for, but he is that person that I needed most and can complete me.". It is really true that I haven't felt anything like this to any other person and I know for myself that I really didn't want to do this in the first place. To say goodbye to you and this feelings are the hardest things for me to do, how much I love you, I don't know but I don't want to give up yet. However as time is passing by, you give me every single reason to stop myself from holding on.
My friends may never approve of you, but I really don't care about it. All I want is to have you. No matter how painful or no matter how many tears will fall from my eyes, it does not matter. Though my love for you will never be enough to shoulder all the consequences of your actions or decisions, it will never fade away. As long as the lonely moon is up in the sky, as long as the sweet scent of roses are still in the mist and as long as there is sweet melody in my heart, you will always be a part of my heart and never will fade that easily.
But for now, no matter how it pains me, I must let go and make a big step in my life. I am being too attached to you and it is hard. It brings more and more tears that is too much for me to bear. I do love you so, but if you and I are really meant to be, we will meet in the end right? Thanks for the memories.
