Unsaid Feelings.

I want to cry. To shout and scream. The pain has been unbearable for the past few days. The love I am feeling is the biggest ache for my life. You are my life and I can’t seem to find enough will power to keep my distance to you. I am getting myself into trouble. I love you despite the fact that you don’t appreciate me. Despite the fact that you don’t seem to believe it.
I miss you so much. It has been hell without you. :(

I want to prove that my love is real but I had done my best to give you all my love. It also seems that you have another person that completes you. ><

Day One

I guess this will be it. I did gave my word to Dwight, my best friend, that I will cheer up the best I can. It is going to be harder than I had assumed it to be. As for I don't have even a single second for myself. A second that does not contain a single dreamy thought of him. It really pains me a lot that I must put a limit in everything. I do miss him a lot in everyday, more than I had felt for anybody. I really am not up to this but what choice is there left to me?

Furthermore, I must apologize to Dwight. I promised to him that I will not bother to bombard Wire such questions, but my anxiety is not doing me good. It kills me as if I dread every minute of it. I might as well die of fright if this continues.

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