Target for 2010

The year 2009 is coming to an end. After last night, I realized that I need to do some planning of what I target this coming year, for me to be more determined on this incoming year. This are the following:

1. Summer Classes for the year 2010
2. A minimum of 10k on my bank account. Hahaha!
3. Mandarin lessons
4. Digicam
5. Passing the retention for Accountancy

I will add up the others when I remember them, for now I will take my nap!. Hahaha!

Never felt this good... This great..

Hahaha! I would like to share this here today before my damn memory fails on me again and I will simply forget everything. Well, I dunno remember some things but I can still remember, right? So big deal.

Last night, my high school classmate sent me a text message saying that come over to her house and have that certain bonding. Well, it is an impromptu bonding moment with them and I don't have anything to do so I might as well go. I quickly got ready and present there. But before going there, I met up with another classmate which brought a tequila and we also went to buy some goodies for us to have a munch minch during the session. Honestly, I thought it was just a bonding moment without that drinking `coz I don't drink right? Well, even if I do drink, I just take sips and am done. I do have my best friend, Muju, to rescue me from those things. LOL, he volunteered so might as well abuse it.

Back to the topic, we are just few persons, Alma, Alex, Karessa, Leoncio, Monz, Me, Neil, Charlene and Ryan. Well, this are the people who went last night.We got drunk and honestly, I don't even remember a shit of what I said. I just remembered I cried and cried. Damn it never felt this good. All of us present there are all drunk, especially Alex. Talk about getting hell drunk, she doesn't even remember a thing.

Hahaha! Come to think of it, I just realized how much I missed and how important they are in my life. I could therefor conclude that they are the hell of a shit true friends that I can't stand to lose. This is my speech and to hell with anybody that it's bad to be drunk.

By the way, I like The Bar (Apple) and Tequila. Thank you. *bow*

Note for my bloggy.

My dear blogspot,

I am proud to say that it's been really quite sometime that we have been together. I am damn proud about that and is hoping to share my thoughts to you. You had done me a favor for keeping track of what's in my mind.

I love you my dear blog. I would be writing more and more here as long as my free time is there. If am not able to post them here, I would write them in notes. Merry Christmas my blog. :)

Annoyance over something at this point of time?!

I don't really have any right to question how people tend to act this days, but I guess I couldn't help but to voice out such disappointment on what has happened recently. This happened on the 23rd of December, just 2 days before the big event of Christmas. I won't mention names here for it is useless to do so.

I am really appreciative how this season unites everybody specially the family. Families that can't be personally together but are united by their hearts. I admit that I look forward for the season's festivity and traditions but come on, it ain't only the reason to celebrate, right?

As I was saying, I received a very unusually text in which states that submitting of the presents for her was only due to December 23. The hell, since when did the so-called season obtained such due date for presents?! Another thing is, as I was busying myself with facebook, playing the usual stuff, somebody just sent me a pm, greeting an advance merry Christmas and is demanding a gift from me. Since when did the simple greeting came off with a price of a gift?! Somehow, a reality bumped me.

People may not notice it but, people tend to get more and more materialistic this days. They forget that the reason for the incoming celebrationis worth more than that. It's not just all about the gifts and the food. It's more than that; it's the intangible things you can barely imagine. They can come off many but this are the so called reasons. Values that not only our parents has taught us, but most of all the model we follow towards. That model is Jesus Christ.

Jesus Christ is the reason for this festivity. We must not forget that it's his birthday and we must not overlook it. :)

Christmas Day, A single reason for a thousand reasons more.

Today is the much awaited day by many people all over the world. Though a countdown for the remaining hours isn't traditionally done in this particular time, many and many people look forward for this single day. I, myself, admits that I look forward for this day in which I really tried my best for this day. It's a nice sunny day today, God has been so kind to me to give me many blessings for today. Somehow, I even presented gifts for myself. Ain't bad for a person to treat herself in a season like this, right?

For this, I would like to share the things I cherished most for this season.

My very first Starbucks Planner: I hadn't removed it from the box yet in this picture. :)






Next is a note-charmed necklace. It's quite cheap but even so, for me it's a really beauty.



Such things maybe made simple, but for me they are treasures that I will love and forever I will do love. Maybe I haven't felt the Christmas this much, maybe for the fact I had appreciated things more and more each day that I don't need a single day to wake up from the reality just to learn appreciation.

Honestly, counting blessings is a no no for me, but I couldn't help so. I really consider myself to be blessed despite having a poor life or so. Simplicity of my life is expressed in many manners. Therefore I thank God and Christ for this glorious day in which the whole world continues to rejoice and shout for joy. :)

Message for 2009..

LOL. Honestly it's only a couple of days before the big day and really now, I feel very much hopeless thank you. Writing this and all makes me feel like a nobody just killing her time while listening to several pieces of music which uplifts my mood. :p Having every single tick-tock of time pass, may not be that boring at all. Sitting in front of this electronic gadget known to be as the computer. Here I am again, emptying my mind of thoughts. It really needs to be maintained and all.

Fully aware of everything, as Christmas is nearing; the end of the year is also at its peak. This year is not that good to be really, now that I had thought of it, maybe its not that bad to pay attention to the horoscope thingy. Just for guidance and avoidance of misfortunes, not that I really believe on such. It won't harm I guess. The year 2009 can be remembered as one of the saddest turning years of my life. It has been full of tears, sweat and anger. There maybe laughter in it, but I am not really sure how big is it. Many times I had been hurt, I cried, I forced a smile and I regretted. Hell how should I know. Despite all this, everybody comes to their turning point and they get a chance to learn and grow into something better.

This painful year has made be to become a better person. To see how good it is to live. To see how fortunate I am before others and how to be thankful despite my hardships. I also got the chance to learn how to distinguish which is real and which is a mere illusion before my eyes. Years, months, days and every hour may pass, it can be full of sorrows, still am thankful in every bit of it. For it brought me to my senses and gave me a chance to become a better person.

A person appreciative of what she has and is willing to chase after her dreams. Believing in the purity and innocence of tomorrow will bring. :)

Thank you 2009. Hehehe!

Thinking.. thinking.. *bang bang BOOM!! *

LOL. Honestly, I have no idea why I suddenly had the urge in posting this. I just want to have some of my thoughts of my head. Really now, it ain't that bad to keep myself busy. But having so much social networks, I mean online social networks can be a bit of an ass. Geez, it's quite irritating really. I just want to keep this one blog which I had for a very long time. I have been sharing my thoughts here. And am not comfortable in using other blogging materials other than this one. Am not really aware how to use some of them but I got some accounts regarding them `coz of some friends invited me.

After a while of expressive thinking and bitching about my life and how my mind works, I came up with a final decision. I mean it this time. This is so gonna be FINAL. Funny it seems that I keep regretting on my decisions on one point of my life after the other. But I guess this is it. I don't want to live my life on something I know am really gonna regret later on.

Ohh, enough beating around the bush! I had done that many times already. I am closing down most of my accounts. Namely, my plurk account, my other facebook accounts, my tumblr, my multiply and that twitter.. :)

Guess what, I got hell tired of this stuff. I know I am merely ranting today. Maybe I will go back to my senses right? But I want to focus myself in other things. :) Things will start anew in the coming year. I thank everybody who has been kind enough to share a piece of my life here and there. LOL, don't want to be dramatic now.

Love lots,
Ayie :p

My Love for You..

This was supposed to be my gift to you last December 2. But it slipped my mind. :(
I apologize. T_T

I love you baby meowr. Hope you appreciate this. =)

The sun's rays start to linger
And my day starts its episode
This may not worth to be told
Yet it brings forth words; a thousand folds.

Again, here I am.
Staring across a glass window
Thoughts of you flourishing
Savior of my life from perishing

Oh what a simple day
Before, how dull and blue
Now, full of colors and different
Happiness and love lay.

Never shall I near to perfection
Hence, you appreciated me
Smiles and laughter envelop me
As you shower me love and adoration.

Days may face their end
Your voice portrays momentary bliss
Which I undoubtedly miss
So much thoughts and memories.

Reasons. And oh more reasons.
Expressing it in romantic sweet ways
Vocal or written expressions
Common in every coming dawn.

Hearing this come a thousand times
Countless ways and numerous rhymes
Joy felt in simplicity truly felt
Simply for the love is alive and there.

I love you my baby love
Love grown through trials and time
Enchanted with music and rhythm
Wishing to hold you in freezing time.

I love you so much
Like a simple sugar rush
In every day of my life
Truly until the end.

I Love You My Meowr! *

A heart so pure and full of love
That it shimmers more brilliantly than gold.

A smile so bright and genuine
That laughter erupts from the soul.

Though a man of few words, possessing a character like no other
You touched me deeply with the little gestures you showed.

I'm thankful for all the times we've shared.
And the precious memories you bestowed. <3

I Love You..

Black Christmas

Really now, as time flies before we know it; here comes Christmas. Everybody seems to be so busy doing the usual stuff: decorating the houses, their places even malls and theme parks do that. You can also see many people do planned and scheduled here and there. The stalls of puto bungbong and bibingka are just around every corner of the town. Why even in radios we hear the common Christmas songs and hymns nowadays. Now now dearies, who couldn't feel the cold chilly air that surrounds us and makes us feel a little bit lazy every now and than.

But somehow, I really feel this Christmas to be odd and not so joyful. I do wonder that myself. This Christmas is tainted with black. Why so? In case people of such ignorance didn't took a while to notice; several events doom-bringing events happened and made us wake up in reality.

The tragic aftermath of the storms are one. It has brought thousands or may i say millions affected to it. And just recently, the Maguindanao Massacre in which made my blood rush towards my head, and boil at its finest. People, people, do wake up and see what has happened. It's really rampant and obvious. Stop being deaf.

Continuous pretending that everything is okay is so not right. Don't be so numb in what is happening around you.

Global Warming / Climate Change
Economical Downfall
Hunger for Power and Prestige
Mass Killing / Negligence / Constant Suffering and Hungry Stomachs

This is just a few of those alarming incidents that is a constant reality that each and one of us must not disregard. >_>