Fuss about having my diet?!

Oh well, people just seem to keep on noticing how I badly gained so much weight. I really didn't realized it not until I observed that my clothes doesn't seem to fit that much. Some takes time to get fit. Waaaah! I said to myself, "DAMN! I got so much weight!!"

Actually, I am starting to freak out now because of gaining so much weight. I gained so much due to the constant stress I continue to feel. However, I advice myself to calm down and take things easy. I could get back to my recent weight if I really want to, right?

I am now beginning to take my diet, morning jogging and evening exercises accordingly. I just started today and am really hopeful that I get back to my old figure. LOL. It sure is easy to gain weight but it takes damn a lot to lose those unwanted things! gggrrr!

Self-discipline is the key. I can do this! Aja! For the love to SS501 ! :D

Depression strikes!

Oh well, I dunno about myself. But I feel really lonely and sad today. :( I am a bit shaken in many ways that tears keep dripping from my eyes like hell! Maybe am undergoing too much stress. Grrr! I hate to admit this but the break up seems to take the aftermath effect now. I just keep wondering about the what if's and why's. I feel downward pathetic. Hmmph!

Enough about that, I had been way lazy today. Actually, not only today but the past few weeks as well. As you can see my dear bloggie, it has been a long time since I updated a post here. Finals are getting nearer in a blink of an eye. And I must admit that am getting way too nervous and chappy about this. It seems everything is happening so fast. :(

Preparations for presentations and many many more are needed to be done now. Hell week is like in the vicinity now. Feeling the rush, the pressure and stress..! So much for this, I have homework to do. :)

I will update this as soon as I can.

Love lots!