After sometime of not having to contact you at all. I suddenly had the chance to make it at time to see you online on ym. Sadly, I don't seem to had the courage to talk to you, to buzz and pm you up. I simply don't feel I have such right to talk to you anymore. I don't know why I feel this way.
I am relieved to see you online. Honestly, I really do. However, due to the lack of communication there are so many things that are bothering me now. Besides, I don't want to be a nuisance in whatever you are doing.
I hate to say this but maybe, I got hurt so much that I need more time for myself and avoid you for sometime. That is the most advisable thing that I can do, as others had said to me and I really consider it as a very good option.
I greatly apologize. :(
