It has been so long since I got the chance to talk to you. God knows how much I miss you and how I love you so dearly. Though I rarely say it to you nor have the courage to say my feelings to you, I make sure that I make you feel that you are one of the most important persons in my life.
Sorrow strikes in again every time I don't have the chance to talk to you. Tears fill my eyes for I am missing you terribly. A simple text, a short chat and a quick glimpse, are enough to make my heart flutter and jump with joy. Still, there is nothing. :(
However, everything seems to be coming an end and confusion strikes in. What am I to you? How long must I wait for you? How much further can I go? Are my sacrifices not enough? These questions start bugging me again for the time I can't contact you.
My friends tell me I should let go of you now. More than ever I had done enough in making you feel how you mean to me. But I just can't. Simply for the reason I do love you a lot. Now I am here to think again, whether to let go or still hold on. I guess this will be a very hard decision for me. :(
I do love you but it seems the sorrows are starting to envelope me now. So am really confused as of the moment. Forgive me.
-`Raspberry [ all confused and hurt. ]
