Let me share something to you my dear blog. I suppose the role of having you and keeping you is for you to be my best friend in times likes this when loneliness steps in. As a person having nobody to rely on, is a damn messed up feeling. I feel crappy today. Oh well here goes nothing.
I dunno if somebody might be able to read this. But I still wonder if somebody has the same feeling just like mine. Maybe I am lucky in several aspects of life, being able to study and all. However, what is life really all about. I don’t blame God for the trials I am at but still I question him why is it meant to be this way.
Just earlier, my sister and I had a fight. Yes, I know its normal for siblings to fight, but how normal is it for siblings to be involved in a physical outburst? I bet normal siblings don’t do that. My blog, I would share to you what it is all about. I have a sister. She is the eldest among us but to be honest, she doesn’t act like one. So as I was saying, she isn’t much of a sister at all. I know for one that the eldest child must be responsible and must be of help to their parents. But come on, she isn’t even near of any of that. Want to know why? Here I will tell you.
My sister always brags about her college degree. As if that means something? As if she actually gets a use of it. Anyway, she’s a graduate of BS Hotel and Restaurant Management. My relatives and parents did everything they can to have her enter and work in a high-end shipping company, but guess what she did. She ended up being impregnated by a guy who is just separated from his wife?! God damn it, she always says her disgust towards my father’s mistress and now she does WHAT?! Hahahaha! This is quite a laugh really. It’s ironic how stupidity sets in. Talk about morality and using the head. She comes back having impregnated and that’s not all.
Actually, she made my mom pay all her credit card debts. She even can’t admit where she got to use the money. Now she has the nerve to be selfish to my mom in everything?! What a shit. Really, what nerves she has. Oh well, and she actually thinks she can deceive me with some expenses? I am not stupid like her. Hahaha! Oh well, good luck to her. For sure karma will be coming down to her in due time for all her sins since she isn’t even giving it considerations to repent.
