Okay fine! So I am here again. Staring in this little piece of technology called Computer and stating my mind. But who cares right?! Geez, I am irritated yesterday and up to this very moment! Why? I tell you why..
I became a friend to a certain person for many years now. He has been my schoolmate during my college days here in Cavite. Our friendship started through the means of an online game known as "Ragnarok". I admit to myself I am addicted to it. I got to know a lot of friends through that and learned a lot. I even met my beloved darling through that. Anyway, back to the topic, I was the last to know that my so-called friend was having an affair to another guy. Well obviously, it is a bisexual affair. It is rampant during this days. Geez, He didn't hear a thing from me when I was the last to know. I didn't ranted. Why should I? I am his friend to understand him, not to criticize him!
The day before yesterday, I humbly asked him if he would like to join a noble act in helping the people affected by typhoon Ondoy on Wednesday. But he said this;
"SpongeBok .: sa wed may lakad me
SpongeBok .: sa thur start po ng OJT ko
SpongeBok .: sa thur try ko pag pumayag ung manager ko"
I said okay when he said this. For I don't want to be a cause of argument between the two of them. Geez! I don't want to see him sad and depressed due to a pitiful quarrel and I was the one who caused it. >.< Who wouldn't get annoyed right?
As the day was going to start yesterday, I was awaken by a beep of my cellphone signaling me that somebody was kind enough to text me?! For crying out loud! It was only 5 in th morning during that time. I didn't bothered to read it. Since I was awake then, I decided to go straight to the computer and talk to my boyfriend. I remembered to read messages on my cellphone at around 6 or 7am. Don't expect me to remember, ay?
So as I read the text I was puzzled, what was it all about? He said that his boyfriend allowed him to go with me. It was as if "utang na loob" of mine that he was coming. So I corrected him about some things, but instead he said that;
"naiinis na ako sayo dahil sa sobrang arte mo.."
a line like that was said to me.Hell what did I do now, so I explained to him the things that he said. But no, he even said that his efforts? What efforts? In everything he had done for our friendship, I am very much thankful. But in every friendship, each person comes to a point that he/she can do something wrong. That is when the word apology steps in. There is no such thing like bringing up how much effort you had done, what do you think of friendship is?! A kind of investment where you can gain such interest in the end?! Or a process where you are expecting something in return when you gave some effort in to it? I really don't think so.
Remember this, I treated you like a true friend. My treatment to you was no other like to my other friends, everybody was treated as they must be. So don't give me a bullshit about your so-called efforts. Damn it! What a pain in the ass you had changed to. You son of *****..
- Well saying this has helped me to make me breath better. You made me mad and realize a lot of things. Haha! You make me laugh. What comfort sharing this had made me feel. ^_^
