This morning as I was sitting on a bench at Adamson, thoughts started to flood me again. Somehow it's awkward to think of such things, then again all of it has a certain message. I realized how lucky I was to experience to study and to be gifted with such life. Yes, I may not be blessed with comfort and to study at expensive schools.
But wait, it just stomped me that, "Hey girl, aren't you lucky?" You may not be gifted with luxury, you still experience comfort and eat 3x a day. Somehow, I started to look and observe the environment, Phil. setting, why want more; when all the while I have enough to satisfy my daily needs? How selfish and stupid can i get? Other people suffer and can't even have a decent meal a day; while me... look forward for something so expensive.
After that self-realization, I felt ashamed of myself. Honestly, it is not right to have the money that my parents went to waste just for expenditure and luxury. :(