I really feel pathetic now. I had been sick since yesterday. And it's really unfair for me to suffer this illness. It has been hard for me to move and do everything I want because I have this. I am somewhat starting to hate myself really.
Once I have been pushing myself to the limit, it would start to attack and it would be quite sometime before I could recover. Maybe wanting to last in daily routines and chores is a good thing but it still endangers my health. I really feel restless now, I want to do many things at once.
Somehow, I am starting to wish to have the ability of a superhero so that I can do anything I want. What a weird premonition and ambition for me. It sure is sad..
