As I am doing this entry, I couldn’t help but reflect and reflect. I feel so much loneliness and hurt as I type this. My heart couldn’t help it but cry and be broken. Tears flow down into my cheeks. It hurts so much.
Memories are coming back to me. I listen to the voices of 5 boys. Voices of which has captivated my endearing heart for a very long time. It surely has been a while ever since I had been hooked with them. Five wonderful beings that currently reside in the far country of South Korea. I wasn’t there to support them from the beginning of their career but it doesn’t mean I love them less than the other fans that love them dearly. These 5 wonderful and gifted persons mean a lot to me. Just like any other fan, I admire and idolize them. It is funny that despite the language barrier, it didn’t hinder me to love them more and more as each passing day. I admire them not only for their good looks but also for their wonderful souls.
Recently their contract with the DSP entertainment ended and several rumors were confirmed. Honestly, I am worried. It pains me if rumors of them breaking apart would come true. Oh please, don’t make that happen. Don’t make the 5 princes be apart.
The beloved Korean idol group SS501, the Triple S, your loving fans, will always support you in every endeavor you aspire for. As a member of the green peas, I hope we would be hearing good news about you guys. Heaven knows how much I miss hearing about you guys, watching videos and seeing how happy you guys are together bring tears to my eyes. Hearing your music makes my heart sad. I wish good news is meant to come.
I have several messages to you guys, even if I know this won’t be able to reach you.
To Kim Hyun-Joong, our lovable and adorable 4D-shillang, I know that you always do your best in everything you do. In the path you are taking, please don’t tire yourself so much. I hope that “Mischievous Kiss” would have high ratings.
To Heo Young Saeng, the charming shy otter prince, I have becoming sad not having to hear any news about you. Hope you’re doing fine and are in good health. You’re my favorite among all of the SS501, having a very nice voice. Your compositions are very touching despite their sorrowful meanings. Smile always, Otter Prince.
To Kim Kyu Jong, the kind center, hope that the kind and sweet center of SS501 is doing fine. I haven’t also heard any news from you yet. Oh dear me, I’m missing your voice and cute antics on the videos. Stay health and wish you all the best oppa!
To Park Jung Min, the ever so sexy charisma, still waiting for updates on you on your twitter. Hihihi! I couldn’t help but giggle on how handsome you are on your pictures. I know you’re really busy with your business venture on Royal Avenue. Working hard and studying well the aspects of business is good for your blooming business. Good luck CEO Park!
To Kim Hyung Joon, our cute and cuddly maknae, your recent twit on twitter lifted my anxiety. Thank you bebe. I am hoping you’re happy and always enjoying yourself. Your laughter and singing on your program removes all my stress away. Keep smiling and God bless!
Loving the SS501 isn’t difficult to do. Despite the fact that I haven’t been able to attend any fan meetings or concerts of yours yet, it doesn’t mean I love you guys less. If given an opportunity to attend one, I wouldn’t miss it for the world. I would like to extend my heartfelt gratitude to these 5 awesome guys who touched the hearts of many people with their voices and charming personalities. I know my fellow green peas would also say this; we will always care, love and support you guys.