It has been a while since I was able to post something. I have been really busy with stuff. I admit that I am still at a state wherein I feel great anger and hatred to Hessler. He has been unfair to me. I couldn’t deny how the so called break-up hurt my pride. Now I am wondering whether it was only my pride that was hurt or my heart itself. Bitterness can be found in me as I am to see the gifts he gave me when he came back here in the Philippines. I want to throw everything out and curse him to death, but it won’t be right at all. I feel really bad regarding the time gone to waste. Oh well, what else am I to do? Cry? Of course, I can’t absolutely do that.
As I am jotting this down, I had drawn down a conclusion in my mind of what I am to do in my life. I have been doing my best to become a better person. Studying really hard and not neglecting my responsibilities as an individual. I am giving my all in everything I do. As the saying goes, life is at one shot. So better do everything I can so that I won’t be able to have regrets in the very end.
Currently, I am busy with my endeavors in making money and helping out my parents. Though I am not able to hang out that much, I find it quite worthwhile. Nowadays, I find myself addicted about Korea. Their culture actually amazes me. Not to mention how good-looking their artists are. I am hooked to K-POP. Namely artists like Rain, SS501, Super Junior, SNSD, DBSK and many more. This has made me determined to learn their language and interact with them more. :)
