LOL. Honestly it's only a couple of days before the big day and really now, I feel very much hopeless thank you. Writing this and all makes me feel like a nobody just killing her time while listening to several pieces of music which uplifts my mood. :p Having every single tick-tock of time pass, may not be that boring at all. Sitting in front of this electronic gadget known to be as the computer. Here I am again, emptying my mind of thoughts. It really needs to be maintained and all.
Fully aware of everything, as Christmas is nearing; the end of the year is also at its peak. This year is not that good to be really, now that I had thought of it, maybe its not that bad to pay attention to the horoscope thingy. Just for guidance and avoidance of misfortunes, not that I really believe on such. It won't harm I guess. The year 2009 can be remembered as one of the saddest turning years of my life. It has been full of tears, sweat and anger. There maybe laughter in it, but I am not really sure how big is it. Many times I had been hurt, I cried, I forced a smile and I regretted. Hell how should I know. Despite all this, everybody comes to their turning point and they get a chance to learn and grow into something better.
This painful year has made be to become a better person. To see how good it is to live. To see how fortunate I am before others and how to be thankful despite my hardships. I also got the chance to learn how to distinguish which is real and which is a mere illusion before my eyes. Years, months, days and every hour may pass, it can be full of sorrows, still am thankful in every bit of it. For it brought me to my senses and gave me a chance to become a better person.
A person appreciative of what she has and is willing to chase after her dreams. Believing in the purity and innocence of tomorrow will bring. :)
Thank you 2009. Hehehe!
