I really don't know what am going to say to you. Yes, you were every inch of annoyance to me recently due to your persistence for me to change. Hence I really can't and I don't want to understand why so persistent in making me change. Geez, my parents and my clan reared me to be like this. Why can't you accept it? Are you really on a want to make me another person? A person who is according to your want and need is perfectly okay?
Don't make me blame your ex for everything. Having her irritating face on your cellphone as a signature, who wouldn't get angry? I hate her to the bits. Damn it all, I somehow feel that her presence is still present in every step of our relationship. I want her out of us. Out of my life. Is that so hard to achieve? >_<
About the cellphone issue, I honestly asked you if we are going to minimize your texting habits. I agreed, didn't I? So what's up? I managed to ask "pabigat na ba ako?". Why? Know why, you seem to be complaining about it and your bill wasn't that big way back before. Who's fault is it now? Come on, tell me. Isn't it mine? Hahahhaa! Then I fell asleep. Then it seemed you overreacted and took it badly. You began to pester me with so much that the issue was repeated and repeated. Who wouldn't get irritated with that?
Why not ask yourself first before putting me in to much pressure. >< Don't make me grow and change into a person that easily. You can't magic me like that easily. Change comes in a step-by-step process. Stop demanding to me like that. You know, how bad my temper is. You hit my temper so bad that I was able to say such "hurtful" words, so as to speak. If it pained you so bad, fine am sorry. Gggrrr. Look, I really don't mean you so much pain. But seeing you so eager to make me as an eager person. It seems like you are going to stab me with a knife. Geez.
Somehow, I haven't put everything here. But I guess this is the only thing I need to say. Even if I hate to this, guess I must do this. I apologize for hurting your sensitive heart for the desire to make you shut up. I really love you so much and sorry also for doubting you, I do believe you. Look, am really sorry. :(
