I guess this will be it. I did gave my word to Dwight, my best friend, that I will cheer up the best I can. It is going to be harder than I had assumed it to be. As for I don't have even a single second for myself. A second that does not contain a single dreamy thought of him. It really pains me a lot that I must put a limit in everything. I do miss him a lot in everyday, more than I had felt for anybody. I really am not up to this but what choice is there left to me?
Furthermore, I must apologize to Dwight. I promised to him that I will not bother to bombard Wire such questions, but my anxiety is not doing me good. It kills me as if I dread every minute of it. I might as well die of fright if this continues.
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